captain captious is not a cereal

1. Scribbled secret notebooks, and wild typewritten pages, for yr own joy
2. Submissive to everything, open, listening
3. Try never get drunk outside your own house
4. Be in love with your life
5. Something that you feel will find its own form
6. Be crazy dumbsaint of the mind
7. Blow as deep as you want to blow
8. Write what you want bottomless from bottom of the mind
9. The unspeakable visions of the individual
10. No time for poetry but exactly what is
11. Visionary tics shivering in the chest
12. In tranced fixation dreaming upon object before you
13. Remove literary, grammatical and syntactical inhibition
14. Like Proust be an old teahead of time
15. Telling the true story of the world in interior monolog
16. The jewel center of interest is the eye within the eye
17. Write in recollection and amazement for yrself
18. Work from pithy middle eye out, swimming in language sea
19. Accept loss forever
20. Believe in the holy contour of life
21. Struggle to sketch the flow that already exists intact in mind
22. Don't think of words when you stop but to see picture better
23. Keep track of every day the date emblazoned in yr morning
24. No fear or shame in the dignity of yr experience, language & knowledge
25. Write for the world to read and see yr exact pictures of it
26. Bookmovie is the movie in words, the visual American form
27. In praise of Character in the Bleak inhuman Loneliness
28. Composing wild, undisciplined, pure, coming in from under, crazier the better
29. You're a Genius all the time
30. Writer-Director of Earthly movies Sponsored & Angeled in Heaven

hello, i have declared tomorrow as Unrealistic Day. 

so, tomorrow i shall fly to work, and i shall get the day off and 2 years worth of bonus just for fun. i will get the latest mac and everyone will bow down and worship me for receiving the new mac. after which, i shall dine at the fansiest eatery in the vicinity and it will be on the house on account of my radiant beauty. i will get to redesign all the magazines in the house because i am the most fantastic designer in the world and no rival is there for me for i am the pinnacle of design. scratch that. i AM design. after getting the day off, my fat paycheck and free meal, i will get all the untas in the world, as in life time supply, and i shall distribute my wealth to poorer nations because i have an amazingly pure heart. den den den, nescafe will use me as their mascot - from there i receive royalties and also lifetime supply of coffee. den den den, tom will happen to be free for the day and we shall frolick in green pastures and birds will bring us arnott's vanilla flavored stiko fingers. and coffee. and untas. for no apparent reason.  suddenly, feist will happen to be filming her latest vdo in the same green pasture that we were frolicking in and then we will become extras in her dancy dancy vdo clip and everyone will love everyone and decide that everyone should be equal and tear down the horrendous billboard of that smarmy mummys boy in kelana jaya because he is such a show off and also such a stupid stupid man that i feel like giving him a tight slap across the face because its Unrealistic Day.

anddddddd the best part about Unrealistic Day is that it can never ever end because it is what it is. Unrealistic. 

oh, rainbows and sunshine! it's

The End.